I’m so awkward and weird. No you no like
You are a “what if” and that bugs me to the core. Theres nothing I can do. I have feelings still for you and you obviously don’t. You are happy and in love. You chose girls over me. I think you like dragging me along. You have me wrapped around your finger and you know it. I was going for a friendship with you and I fucked that up. It’s all pity for me isnt it? You don’t care. If you wanted to talk to me or hang out, you would. I dont think im ever going to get effort out of you. Out of multiple times i texted you, you text me first like 3 times. Not a lot.
There is no more business for me from you, i have the kyle and michelle situation. Youre just being nice. You dont really care. All the past texts from weeks ago, were lies. We cant go back to being friends, we never were. I dont think you really mean that you want to hang out. You dont care. In the beginning i hated you, i didnt care for you because you hurt me so badly. But then i heard that you missed me.
Well, now the places are switched.
I have to accept that there is no longer something there with you and I. There never will be again.
Trolling the whole time.
Then dusty takes me and shows me how to do it perfectly.
And I got it in the cup \m/
Motha fucka ima boss
This is why you should never ever get your hopes up this is why you should see the glass as half empty, so when the whole thing spills, you aren’t as devastated.
But why fill your head with negative things and see that things could happen. You have to live it as seeing the good and the bad. Believe in the bad only the bad happens. What you think of situations is how they are going to be. I hate being an optimist.
